`Thursday, December 30, 2004;__
tired
I"M SO DAMN TIRED!!!
argh.. i'm seriously lack of sleeep..
i feel so weak!
went out with my bros and chenjie.
yea we went town.. i was lk so damn sleepy!
such a tiring day .. i dun seem to have the
mood for shoopin. i'm really too tired.
didnt buy much things eh a shirt and a jacket..
pkay so pink jacket.. not bad tho..
we went out at arn 2 den came back at 10.15.
and i rushed for work.
fuckin tired! can imagin how tired i was?
i'm still damn tired now! yeas NOW!!
dying mann.. soon very soon.
dun feel lk typin any longer.. even tho
so much things happend.. nvm.. next time maybe.
suddenly got the urge to see him,
hear his voice, since the day we break till now
i've not seen him. okay i miss his voice!
boii u noe tt? hais bet u dont. coz ur BUSY all
day long.. u dun have the TIM E! yea ur BUSY!
hais.. wadde fcuk m i tokin.. forget it..
nobody will ever understand!..
it hurts this fuck-up feeling hurt
me jus far too much! cant stand it any more.
arghhhh i got so fuck up!!!
-i got a heart full of pain, a head full of stress.
handful of anger held in my chest-
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 2:21 PM;__